Prove Me Wrong

       Signs of Struggle      Please watch and acknowledge those who could be suffering in silence. Yes, they may say they're fine, but remember every tear they cry is something the heart can not express. Something so deep that you feel like you're in a sink hole that you can't climb out of no matter how how much you struggle to get free. So many feelings and emotions trapped that you're drowning in your own tears and dangerous thoughts. Your so confused all the time that it feels like your in a never-ending maze with no escape. You're in so much pain that a quick gun shot to the head would feel like a breath of relief.  Only 5 pounds it  only takes  five pounds  of pressure to pull a trigger and it's all over.    Five pounds  of pressure to take a life. This is what  Society has brought me too. Society has made me feel this way but, why? I though I could ignore it, I thought I was above it, boy, was I wrong...

  What does God say about Suicide?      I have grown up on the common saying "If you commit suicide then you're going to Hell!". So I have always believed that and so does many others. But recently I watched a speech on suicide and it was a preachers daughter who committed suicide. And he said she might be in a better place but I want her here next to me. So if he was referring the "better place" to be heaven, then is what we learned as kids not true?       So I asked my Old Testament teacher the same question that's been on my mind for days after that speech "If you commit suicide do you go to Hell?". This was his response;       " I think it is a question a lot of students have.  If one believes that the God revealed in the Bible is a God of love who is especially concerned for those who are hurting and in pain (as I do), and if one recognizes that anyone who commits suicide has to be living in a realm of unimaginable hu...

       How it Feels to go Through it All             Suicide is a serious subject, so many precious lives have been lost do to suicide. First all y'all need to understand what it feels like being depressed and trapped in your own mind is like for suicidal people. I wrote a poem to try and capture one of the many feelings you feel in depression. It's a mix of three of my poems. Hello, I am trapped I am trying to call out But no-one can hear me. Please don't leave you're my last piece of sanity. I have a simple question,  am I good enough? Do I have what it takes to survive, to thrive? Or am I too broke to fix, Am I a waste of time, breath, space? If not, then why do I feel this way? The   feeling of utter emptiness inside without a clue why? I know I am loved and adored but there is something more. Something too deep down to grab and fix Something we crave but...

  Move or Adapt      What about the animals and plants in all of this climate change will they survive or slowly die off? Now some animals and plants will make it but not all. It's a matter of move or adapt.   Given the speed of climate change, it’s becoming very difficult (but not impossible) for many species to adapt quickly enough to keep up with their changing environment.  There's another thing to take into accountability is that their  habitats are destroyed by roads, cities and dams, moving becomes increasingly difficult.  For those that can’t move or adapt, the future doesn’t look so positive.  

  It's All About the Money      I know from experience that renewable energy is expensive, but this simply isn’t true! Solar power and onshore wind are the cheapest ways of generating electricity. That meaning the energy they produce is cheaper than using nuclear, gas and fossil fuels. That's crazy right!  The cost of renewables has fallen faster than anyone could have predicted. And yet still the government is still backing dirty fossil fuels. Why tho is making money more important than living on a healthy planet? 

    Fact or Fiction      Is this world problem a real thing or is it just the earth doing its thing or can it be both? T here can be  a lot of confusion around what climate change actually is. 
The Earths climate has always changed but due to the levels of carbon dioxide   in the atmosphere its changing in decades instead of thousands of years. The  warming of Earth’s average temperature as a result of human activity, such as burning coal, oil and gas to produce energy to fuel our homes and transport and cutting down trees to produce the food we eat.        Plants do need carbon dioxide (CO2) to live. Plants and forests remove and store away huge amounts of carbon dioxide from the atmosphere each year.  Let’s be clear, CO2 itself does not cause problems. It's part of the natural global ecosystem. The problem is the quantity of CO2 that’s being produced by us...

Bible Says What            The Bible clearly states only two genders/sexes. I am referring back to the very beginning starting with Adam and Eve. In Genesis 1:27 " So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them." In Leviticus 18:22 " You shall not lie with a male as with a woman; it is an abomination." There are so many more examples in the  Bible but we will be here all day if I wrote them all down.        How do you do a wedding?  In the name of God, I, [name], take  you , [name], to be my [husband/wife], to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until  we  are parted by death. This is my solemn  vow . It says husband/wife, and a male fits the husband category and a woman fits the wife category.